Psalm 139: 1-4: O Lord, you have searched me and you know me. You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways. Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O Lord.
When I feel distant from God, I often go to Psalm 139 in order to draw nearer to God. In Psalm 139, we are given the promise and the assurance that God is always with us. He is there when we wake up each morning and He is still there when we fall asleep at night. Knowing that I have that intimate, personal connection with God helps me to pull in closer to Him. It helps me to realize that God is there, He continues to know who I am and He watches over every detail of my life.
This psalm of David is an appeal for God to examine the heart and even the soul. David is declaring his loyalty to God and the awareness that God knows his every thought. God even knows the words that David (and you and I) will speak before they are formed on his tongue. I wonder how different the words that come out of our mouth would be if we considered that before we spoke.
Knowing that God perceives our every thought and has knowledge of what lies deep in our hearts can be troubling to many of us. We hold grudges, we judge others, we harbor hate, and we want God to bless us but not necessarily someone that we don’t like. This psalm tells us that we can’t hide these thoughts from God because God’s presence is everywhere. God is present in the heavens, the depths of the sea, and all across this world that we live in. God knows what we are thinking at this very moment, as He “searches” our hearts.
Psalm 139: 13-17: For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. How precious are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them!
This passage helps me to remember that God continues to “think” about me and about you. The same God that created us continues to watch over us and wants to be intimately involved in each of our lives through His Holy Spirit. Even in those times when we try to run away from God, He is still there. God greatly desires to draw us close to Him again. I don’t know about you, but that gives me hope and encouragement to continue on my path of following and seeking God.
David then concludes this psalm with these last two verses. Psalm 139: 23-24: Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.
David is asking God to examine his heart and to make him aware of anything that he needs to correct. The psalmist is declaring his love and devotion to God, while also acknowledging that he continues to have impure thoughts and motives. He is asking God to search his heart for those thoughts and to forgive him. He then asks God to guide him to the path that leads to eternal life. We should all pray that God will lead us down that path instead of the path that lead to worldliness and destruction.
When you are feeling that God is distant or if you think that God has forgotten about you, I encourage you to read Psalm 139. Remember that you are God’s creation and you are loved and known by God. That same creator God wants to be involved in every detail of your life. God is asking you to seek Him for relief from life’s daily struggles, worry and anxiety. God is with you and He alone can bring peace and assurance to your life today.
Hear these words of promise and hope from James 4:8: Come near to God and he will come near to you.